Scott is gone all day today. He left at like 4:30 this morning and won’t be back until after 9 tonight. Long day. He had to go to Spanish class for work in Myrtle Beach. Fun, fun. I’m determined to go to the Y tonight though because I didn’t go last night. I think I’m going to have to break down and put the kids in Child Watch while I go. I wouldn’t mind it so much if Lexi did better in there. But she usually cries on and off the whole time. Emma does well. They have a tv and she usually sits down to watch it when I leave and when I get back she’s usually talking to another little girl.

I’ve started to think about Valentine’s Day. I think I want to make this one special. Usually we don’t put too much effort into it. But I think we need to this year. I was thinking of getting a new dress and going out nice to dinner. Not sure after that…I was even thinking about getting D&D to go with us and maybe even J&W and making a big to-do out of it. It would be nice to get dressed up and go somewhere. I just want Scott to know I love him and feel special instead of letting him do everything.