I had a one on one bible study type thing with a good friend and mentor of mine on Monday. Mostly about G. I think I realized how serious this could have been and how immature, selfish, wrong, etc. I was. I spent a lot of yesterday thinking really hard about what I did, what I should be doing and what I want. Needless to say, I don’t think I’ll be talking about G much more. It is sort of sobering when you actually have to talk about what you did out loud to someone you respect very much.

Emma didn’t go to school Monday or today. But I’ve got PMS and she’s irritable and Scott went to work today and I can only hope we don’t drive each other crazy. I have little compassion when I have PMS and she needs lots of it right now so I pray I can serve up a lot to her even though I don’t feel like it. I finally took her to the dr Tuesday after she stayed all day on Monday on the couch and the dr said she was almost 100% sure she had the flu but it should only last another day or so. And Mom went to the dr last night and she has pneumonia!