New Moon Rant

******************TWILIGHT AND NEW MOON  SPOILERS******************

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Ok, so last night I finally finished the partial Midnight Sun script.  I loved that.  I loved knowing what Edward was feeling and loved how so many things had happened that Bella had no idea of.  Which makes me dislike the first person in the rest of the books because hello?  Are we going to get a whole other set of books from Edward’s perspective?

Anyway, I moved on to New Moon last night.  I got about 120 pages into it up to where Mike lets her leave work early and she drives around town.  I read more this morning..to the part where Bella gets the bikes and takes them to Jac0b.

And ya’ll, I’m having trouble.  Edward’s gone and Bella is broken and that means I’m broken.  How could he leave like that?  Yes, he’s putting her needs before his but come on!  And what was with the “hallucinations” in Port Angeles?  Is he really being her vampire angel?  I feel a weird sense of loss along with Bella.  Stephenie would be happy I guess.

Because of a few small spoilers I’ve seen, I know this book is about Jac0b.  And as far as I’ve read, you can see it coming from a mile away..they’re going to get into a relationship.  Jac0b has been ready since we first saw him in Twilight.  And I just don’t know if I can go there.  Do I want to read a book where Bella is with another guy?  I know at some point Edward comes back.  And maybe Stephenie makes it easy and he saves her from some bike accident and they’re suddenly back together or maybe something happens to Jac0b and her and he slowly comes back or maybe the werewolves and the vampires fight it out in some final scene and Edward wins the fight and the girl. I don’t know.  I just don’t know if I want to go there.  I will because I know Edward and Bella find each other in the end.  But right now, my heart hurts and it’s hard to turn the pages.