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Revelation 3:19 As many as I love, I rebuke and chasten: be zealous therefore, and repent.

I said last time something didn’t feel right.  And it didn’t.  And it hasn’t for awhile.  It’s taken me over a year to get through some stuff.  I’ve listened to several sermons on my iPod, at church this Sunday and read some stuff.  And Revelation 3:19 kind of sums it up.  God loves me and He wasn’t going to let me get away with the sins I was committing.  He has spent much of this year rebuking me.  It has been quite a struggle.  But this weekend I’ve gotten to the point that not only are my actions going to change but my heart and mind need to also.  So my prayer for this year is verse we used to repeat at my old church at the end of every service.

Psalm 19:14 Let the words of my mouth and the meditations of my heart be acceptable in your sight. O Lord, my strength and my redeemer.

I have money from Christmas that I don’t know what to do with.  Actually, I do know what to do with it except I need about $4,000 more to do what I actually want to do.  So I’m having a hard time figuring out WHICH thing to do with my money.  I really want a new cell phone.  Mine is the free one from Cingular that doesn’t do picture or music and is all scratched up now.  But I really want the SLVR but can’t make myself spend $150 on it.  I could just wait until my contract can be renewed until July and get a better discount but I don’t wanna wait!  And I really need some new tennis shoes and I could get an FM receiver thing for my iPod.  Or, I could go spend it all clothes shopping which would be way more fun.  But then I wouldn’t have my shoes or my cell phone.  Blah.  What a problem to have. lol

So Christmas at Mom’s house was really nice last night.  She had dinner ready for us when we got there.  The kids weren’t interested in eating, just playing, which was actually made for an easy, quiet dinner.  I’m really excited about the gifts I got and what Scott got because it benefits me too :).  We got our sheets for our bed, Grey’s Anatomy Season 2 on DVD (yay!), Mom made me my roman shades for my room, a set of cute washcloths, ornaments and Heather bought me a trivet with the girls’ picture on it and an Easy button from Staples (which I would never spend my $5 on-it was funny).  And Scott got a coffee maker and a set of 3 cordless phones which we needed really bad.  Our cordless in the kitchen you have to get a workout to push the On and 2 button.  Heather said she bought more for her than us lol.  So it was a nice evening.  Emma and Joy played her new Memory game with Heather.  Lexi and I laid up in Mom’s bed and watched Robots eating cheese and crackers until Scott said he was too tired and needed to go home.  And can I mention that was at 8:30pm ;).

Look what I got this weekend!  A whole two dozen of them sitting pretty on my dining room table.  A thank you from Scott for taking such good care of him after he got hurt.  Awww…

So this weekend is Fall Festival at church.  I really would rather go to the band competition in Atlanta with D this weekend.  But I doubt that will happen.  We officially have their costumes for this weekend though.  Emma is Stephanie from Lazy Town.  Pink wig and everything.  Lexi will be Snow White.  But I don’t know if she’ll actually wear the dress for very long.  She can be kind of picky about fluffy stuff.  Sometimes she’ll wear it for a long time and sometimes she has it on for a minute and wants it off.    Hopefully it will work out.  I also have our 3rd meeting with the girl from my bible study and a counselor.  So my weekend is already getting full.