This might make you want to throw up….my apologies in advance.
We’re on our way to camp and I’m not looking forward to it at all. Me and Heather were not able to sign up in a cabin so we got stuck with people we don’t even know. Heather is okay about it, but it sort of upsets me! I want to be with my friends, especially on my 16th birthday. I want to try to change it, but I have a feeling it’s not going to work. Maybe S can do something for me. Plus, I miss Scott. I haven’t seen him since Friday night. I hope he’s thinking about me because he’s all I can think about.
Later…
Well, things have gone better. I’ve found friends here in my cabin and even though things didn’t work out as I had wanted, I know I will have a good time. I’m starting not to care what other people think. E, me, Heather and another girl, C, are the only people on this side of the cabin. I still miss Scott so terriblly. I just want to feel his arms around my small waist (as he calls it) and kiss his soft lips. And to know I will not be doing this until Friday breaks my heart into many unbearable pieces. Okay, let’s not get too mushy. [too late] But I don’t care how I talk [really? you should] I still miss him. I want to call him but he’s at the beach. I hope he’s thinking about me. Tomorrow is my birthday – my 16th birthday.