I haven’t posted one of these Vintage Amy Posts in awhile so I pulled out my old journals and will be posting a few…
We had fun @ ML’s party. We snuck out, but didn’t get caught. We almost did though. We watched Wayne’s World & Sleeping with the Enemy. Well, let’s get to the good part.
M & I went to Carrigan Farms for Halloween with the youth group. I saw L and went to introduce M to him. We were down by the lake then and then went up the hill and he left. But GB, M’s dream guy stayed and talked to us. S didn’t really hang around us that much because she was mad at M for liking G. Anyway M and G sat beside each other after G asked her to. I told L to sit beside me. When the ride first started h put his arm around me and I didn’t think anything of it. Then he started rubbing my hand. I was getting cold and put my blanket over us. Everybody was throwing hay everywhere so M and G put their blanket over their heads and it didn’t look very good. But anyway, the hay was sliding, so L& I were practically lying down. By this time we were holding hands. And @ one point I though the had kissed me on my neck and if he didn’t, something was on my neck. We were under the covers and he asked me if I had a boyfriend and Heather called me so I took the covers off. I think he was going to ask me out. Then in the van we were holding hands. It felt like it was supposed to be, but I kept thinking about S. I don’t think S like me, so everybody says I should like L, but I know the minute I see S, I’ll start liking him again. I think I’ll just wait it out, I don’t know. When L was holding my hand, it felt good to hold someone’s hand, but I don’t know if I want it to be his.
What you should know now:
People, please remember I was 14. Why I embarrass myself with these, I don’t know. But I laugh at most of it. The really scary thing is less than two years from this date, I met Scott and have not dated anyone else. Yeah…that’s scary stuff.
If you’ve never read any of these posts or for some reason can’t keep up with my teenage love life, I did end up "dating" L. S and I sort of went on a date eventually but I don’t think he ever really liked me.
And yes, I really did write the word "at" with @ and really did put an exclamation point after my name when I signed it in cursive. There are also hearts drawn around this entry.
Honestly, I really don’t remember much of anything in this post happening. I remember sneaking out of ML’s party and I think all we did is walk up and down the neighborhood streets. I remember going to the farm and sort of remember there being a hay ride but can’t remember any of these details I mentioned. It feels kind of weird to read about events that happened to you but you can’t remember.