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Fruit tree

July 28, 2006 by Amy Leave a Comment

OK, so I know I’m kind of on a post streak here, but I have one more thing I need to get out.

Last night as I was trying to go to sleep, I had another one of those “ideas”. I don’t know really what to call them except that they are usually religious based ideas that may be used later (with a lot of help) as a bible study or illustration. Not all the details are clear to me still about why I was even thinking about this and I haven’t even organized my thoughts but here’s what I remember…

In the bible, the idea of a tree bearing fruit is used to illustrate spiritual fruit (love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness, self-control). In my head I asked myself, when someone plants a fruit tree, what do you get? A tree that bears fruit of course. So you know it’s a fruit tree because it has fruit on it. Hence, we can recognize if we are growing as Christians if we are “bearing fruit”. It is of course possible that someone who is not a Christian to see the “fruit” listed above in their life. And it is not only probable but a fact that you will see a Christian with actions and attitudes in their life that are not identifiable with any spiritual fruit.

So in my head I picture two trees. One is a big, luscious, green tree with lots of fruit on it. The other I picture a dark, skinny, almost dead looking tree. And taped on the tree are things that look like fruit. It is possible for the dead tree to appear as though it is bearing fruit but the truth is their is no life in the tree and it is unable to bear fruit on its own. It can tape it up there, staple it on there and make itself look awful pretty, but deep down in its root, the tree will be dead and not be able to bear fruit.

On the other hand, the fruit bearing tree is bearing its fruit from the inside. The source of its fruit comes from the very root of the tree. It is natural for that fruit tree to bear fruit. It is what it is meant to do and it is a gorgeous tree and people feed off of that tree. People are attracted to that fruit, want some of it for their own and if eaten, can literally sustain their life. This of course illustrates the Holy Spirit in us, giving us spiritual life and helping us bear spiritual fruit. And if someone chooses to also believe in Christ and receives the Holy Spirit, they can also begin bearing fruit. The dead tree is taken out of the ground and a new, fruit-bearing tree is planted! (whew, makes me want to shout!)

But that’s not it…in my head, I’m picturing that luscious, green tree taping on weeds and broken branches and just dark pieces of stuff all over the tree. And I can’t help but think WHY is that tree doing that? It is a gorgeous tree that has all this fruit and yet it still wants that dirty stuff all over it. How does that translate? It translates of course to us Christians who continue to desire things of the world and continue to sin when our purpose is to be bearing fruit. We are the temple of God and we do have the Holy Spirit living in us. I just can’t help but think how much fruit we could bear, what kind of people we could be and do if we could just let God do His thing. Quit grasping for stuff that doesn’t belong in us or on us and be who we’re supposed to be. I would like to think I could start bearing enough fruit that it just fell off of me. That it would overflow and people would just be lapping it off the ground. They’d have their baskets in hand, and taking what they could. And it wouldn’t just be one kind of fruit, it’d be all kinds. Apples, oranges, pears, whatever, something for everyone. Anything to make them hungry for what I had. I think God could do it. I think He wants to do it. In fact, I think He’s waiting to do it. I just have to get all the dirty stuff out, quit reaching for it and just be who I’m supposed to be.

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July 28, 2006 by Amy Leave a Comment

Today is Dad’s birthday. Mom came by and got me this afternoon and we took the girls for a last minute shopping trip then headed to her house for dinner, cake and swimming. Man, that’s starting to sound repetitive. And my sister’s birthday is next week, so still another round to go.

Tomorrow Jaynee and family may come over. MIL didn’t get Emma tonight because she’s keeping her tomorrow to go to Skyler’s pageant Sunday morning. So I’m not really sure if she’s getting the girls tomorrow or not. I’m guessing she’ll wait until the afternoon and just keep her all afternoon/evening/night.

Speaking of which, I had struggled about whether to go to Skyler’s pageant or not. I didn’t really think Lexi would do well there but Scott is working and Mom and Dad will of course be at church, which Lexi doesn’t sit through well either. And Sunday is homecoming and the choir is supposed to meet early to practice and we’re singing 3 songs. And S and his mom are going to do a special. And I just didn’t want to miss it. So Wed night MIL says she’s going to keep Emma on Sat night instead of Fri. I told her that’s fine and I was going to go to church with Lexi. She seemed fine with it (which sometimes you get the vibe she’s not fine with stuff!). So I emailed Scott’s sister and told her that I was going to church with Lexi and Emma was going with them and to take lots of pictures so I could see how they did (her son is walking Skyler down the runway). So that is all taken care of without hurt feelings I think.

Tuesday is the American Idol concert!! Whoo Hooo!! I’m so excited!! Of course, my only dilemma at this point is what to wear. I heard somewhere the average age is 15 at this concert! So I will be in sea of teenyboppers. I can’t go dressed like a surbuban mom of 2 but I really don’t want to dress like I’m trying to be 15. And then there’s the whole issue of having the right kind of shoes to walk blocks to the arena. My, my, the turmoil I go through. Yes, I know I’m pathetic sometimes. Seriously though, I’m really excited to see everyone and feel a little like we get a special treat since Katharine McPhee has just joined the tour.

Have I mentioned what an absolutely crazy woman Lexi is in the pool? She literally jumps off the steps to go get stuff she wants. She lays her head back and sticks almost her whole head in the pool. She’ll stick her mouth down in the water, get a gulp of water and spit it out. She’ll jump right off the side of the pool to you. And I don’t mean like lean down into your arms like Emma tries to do. Like 1,2,3 jump! I finally got on a floatie-bathing suit which made it a little easier to keep up with her. But you can not leave her for an instant. Twice tonight I was half under the water keeping her from getting a huge gulp of water after she slung herself off the steps.

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$459

July 28, 2006 by Amy Leave a Comment

So yesterday my jaw dropped at the pharmacy checkout line. Your total is $459. I hope your jaw is dropping too. Two months ago I had to start on two different acne creams. I’ve been needing to get on some for years but couldn’t ever do anything until I was “done with having babies and breastfeeding”. So I’ve been living off the samples they gave me since then knowing in the back of my head they must be expensive because the dermatologist actually gave me a rebate for one of the creams. Well, in the meantime, –ok, this is the gross part, so bear with me– my foot has been cracking a lot lately and I appeared to have some type of athlete’s foot althought it’s on the bottom and side of my foot and didn’t itch as much as when it has been between my toes. Anyway, I think I got bit by a mosquito on top of it the other night and then it just got really messy and hurting and OTC creams weren’t helping and I finally went to the dr yesterday. The dr says it does appear to be “consistent with fungus” and prescribes me some heavy duty cream and an oral med to take. I called in my prescription for my acne creams that morning so I could just get all my meds together. Well, when she rang those four meds up and said $459, I was like OMG! The oral med he gave me was $145. One acne cream was $184 and the other was $111! The only consolation I got was that the acne creams which I have to use for like the rest of my life were pretty big tubes of it so hopefully it will last a long time.

And just FYI, I didn’t have to pay that out of pocket. We have a type of flexible health savings account that we can use. We were doing good with our medical expenses this year but that flew out the window real quick.

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Are you religious?!

July 28, 2006 by Amy Leave a Comment

I got a few things to talk about but this one has got to come first. Today we did a group chat with 4 of us from work. One of the guys asks me if I heard about Lance Bass being gay. Here’s a summary of the rest of the conversation (I’m A, he’ll be H):

A: yep
H: was he your favorite?
A: i wasn’t into them too much. during the college years, not much music
H: what?! no music in college? were you religious or something?
A: huh? i was and am. i just meant all i did was school, homework and work
H: really?? i didn’t know that
A: you knew i taught sunday school sometimes
H: yeah, but i thought that was like community service or something you just did. well, not exactly that, but you know what i mean
A: nope, the real thing
H: that’s cool, tho, i didn’t know that about you

OK, he also knew I had been to youth camp, taught in VBS and I think he may have known I sing in the choir. Is it that hard to deduce that someone is “religious” from that? I don’t really know his background, especially religious one, except that he was born in Kuwait, grew up in I think Australia and maybe London in boarding schools, does not regularly practice religion, married an American girl who apparently goes to church but doesn’t believe in organized religion much and I once heard him say he’d basically believe whatever helped him out the most. He didn’t say that directly to me so I don’t want to take it out of context especially if he was joking but that’s the feel I get from him anyway.

So all afternoon all I can think about is what a crappy job I’ve done if someone I’ve worked with for years doesn’t even know I’m religious, much less a devout Christian. So I keep thinking, I’m just going to tell everyone I meet, did you know I believe in Jesus, that I’m a sinner, that Christ died for my sins, rose again and is preparing a place in heaven for me where we will reign eternally? And guess what, I’d really like it if you believed that too. OK, so I really don’t plan on doing that but I think it sucks that I haven’t been forthright enough that someone couldn’t figure that out. Now I hope he’s not recounting every conversation we had and trying to figure out if it all fits.

And it made me think of something. In some ways, I don’t like telling people I’m “religious”. I never wore the WWJD bracelets, don’t care for the fish car stickers, anything like that. I don’t feel “good enough” to broadcast that blatantly just because of the way people start picking you apart after that. But I think it’s sad that a lot of people have a stereotype of Christians or religious people that they think Christians believe they are perfect people. Somehow things you do that are “bad” are like 100 times worse just because you claim you are a Christian. And in reality, the fact that you claim you are a Christian is putting your stake in the ground that you aren’t perfect and need Christ. The first step in becoming a Christian (ever learn the ABC’s in VBS?) is to Admit you are a sinner. And even as I become a more mature Christian the more I realize that the very best we have to offer is filthy rags. So in that respect it’s hard for me to come right out and say it. In my heart of hearts, I don’t want people look at me and say THAT’S what a Christian looks like? Or do a double-take when I screw up and do something “unChristian-like” and then call me a hypocrite and say that’s why I’m not a Christian. I don’t mean to say I purposely hide that I’m a Christian. I openly talk to anyone about any question they have, a unashamedly talk about church and stuff that is going on there it’s just, I don’t take an extra step to show I am without a real connection with a person. I don’t know if I can explain it really except to say you probably won’t find a Christian t-shirt in my closet, you won’t find a fish sticker on my van, my cube at work wouldn’t have a calendar with pictures of gardens and verses on it, I don’t sign emails with or say God Bless to a cashier. Maybe I should, maybe I should take every opportunity to let anyone know I’m a Christian. It’s just some things some people do seem so, I don’t know, empty. Maybe I’m wrong and maybe H would have known I was “religious” if I had done something differently. Or maybe it’s just not something he was looking for and in his ignorance of our culture/habits didn’t realize what all the “clues” meant. I’m just saying it’s made me think about all of that.

Ok, that’s enough for one entry, I’ll move on.

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Sloganize

July 26, 2006 by Amy Leave a Comment

Found this on myspace. Kind of entertaining.

http://www.thesurrealist.co.uk/slogan.cgi

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July 26, 2006 by Amy Leave a Comment

I think I’m in a movie mood lately. I watched In Her Shoes last night while Scott was at work. The movie was nothing really like I thought it was going to be. I was pretty impressed with it actually. It was a good story about growing up and learning and sisters and it actually made me cry at one point.

We spent most of the evening at Mom’s house swimming. I meant to work on the youth’s web site while watching the movie but Emma fell asleep in my lap during the beginning of it and then I just was too lazy to take her to bed and by the time I did that, I was too engrossed in the movie to care about working on anything on the computer.

This week I have been trying really hard to do a little devotional every morning instead of failing to do it most nights. Monday I made it up before the girls which makes it easier. Sunday night in youth we went over the parable of the sower (I think that’s the name) and it was really interesting. So I’ve been going through some parables. I think I’ve read all of them and I’ve tried to glean something new from them but haven’t so far. I think I need a study guide or something. I did look one of them up on the Internet Monday morning but it was going off on some tangent that didn’t seem right so I gave up on that.

Today Jaynee and family are coming to my house!! I think anyway. She hasn’t called yet. But I can’t believe she has really moved South and is coming to my house! Craziness I tell you.

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July 25, 2006 by Amy Leave a Comment

Wow, I haven’t written in awhile. Nothing major going on but work is keeping me super busy. I have a project going in mid-August and I’m not even near being ready for it to go in. I’ve been staying up working unti 11 and 12 getting things done.

So Friday we watched Failure to Launch here at the house. It was a cute movie which I actually rewatched last night. It wasn’t one of my favorites but it’s a no-brainer with lots of good stuff to look at. Matthew McConaughey was like dripping with charm. He flashed that smile at every turn. It was actually a little overdone at times. And I think they had a hard time marrying the concept that a guy that was so charming and successful also was a bum living at home and then tried to have some comical relief with him and the animals attacking him. It just didn’t seem to all fit together. And Sarah Jessica Parker always seems, I don’t know, stiff when she acts. And I didn’t really like the premise that the only reason she couldn’t date him was because he was once engaged. They needed to have a better reason, like he was saving his money for a boat and at the end he buys it and sails off or something.

Anyway, so Saturday we cleaned a little, hung around here and went to D&D’s that evening. The girls had a blast. D and I just sat in the kitchen while they ran around the house. Thankfully, they’re house is very kid-proofed since they still don’t have anything over from their old house and since their house is still pretty small without the addition yet. We were able to let them do their own thing while we were able to talk with very little interruption.

Sunday could be explained very easily with church, nap and church.

Scott worked last night. I took the girls to the gym and met D for spinning class. I always feel so accomplished after that class. It really kicks your butt. I think you must burn 6-700 calories.

Nothing planned yet for this weekend since Scott is working except this weekend is homecoming at church. And my niece is in a pageant this Sunday morning too. I think Emma is going to go with them but I really just don’t want to miss church. If it wasn’t homecoming, I would probably go. I really would like to see how those pageants work if nothing else. And my nephew is walking her down the runway thingy so I know it would be cute to see how it goes. Ugh.

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July 20, 2006 by Amy Leave a Comment

A mother’s work is never done. Today it seemed like I cleaned up wiped every surface we had, picked up every toy we had, changed all the diapers, changed all the clothes, fixed all the food and answered all the unending demands. I’m not totally stressed or tired tonight but today I definitely felt like a mother. Emma opened up her caramel dip from McD’s in the van after I told her not to and she had a MESS in her car seat. Lexi peed on the floor while she was still in her bathing suit without a swimmie diaper (ok, that was self-inflicted but still, I wiped up pee, come on). Lexi spilled her tea on the kitchen floor. I somehow put something red in Emma’s clothes and the white stuff all turned pink including her bed sheet. Good thing her walls are pink too. Emma had me fix pancakes AGAIN and didn’t eat them AGAIN. And Scott slept from working last night until 2pm today. I didn’t get a shower until 4pm. I had a conference call for an hour during all this. And somehow managed to work extra hours today. Which might actually explain the entire mess of the house. Anyway, it seemed like I kept cleaning today and yet still had a mess. That running in circles thing again.

I feel thoughtful tonight but not sure about what. I feel like I need to write and get some stuff out. I’m not really sure what that is exactly but…

I’m thinking about converting to WordPress. I set it up for our youth group and it was super easy. I set it up but apparently the youth pastor would like a more “neon/black light” look to it so it might be back to the drawing board with the colors, but I think it’s pretty cool for now, especially compared to their current web site.

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