Amy J. Bennett

Weather: good 

Today is father’s day.  We gave dad underwear and T-shirts.  We went to go see our old babysitter her husband used to change my diapers!  I couldn’t remember anything about the people or place!  Kelly, Heather’s age, was the nicest, then Jeremy, my age, was hiper.  Cindy, didn’t really like, was there neighbor.  I liked there house, and would like to see them soon.  Tonight was the last night to babysit and I don’t know if Melissa did it or not!  I still like VM!

Signed Amy W

What you should know now:
I have no idea what former babysitter I was talking about.  VM is another boy in my youth group that for a short time I thought was cute but never once said a word to.  I’m not sure about the whole babysitting thing except I think we had a sort-of job at her church taking turns babysitting.

Please remember, I was not quite 15 when I wrote this.  And I’ve decided to comment in brackets.

Well, here I begin again, speaking of the small part of my life to share with you.  A part of my life that happens every year in the hot section of the year-summer camp.   My youth group went to Nosoca Pines for the third time in a row.  I love it there.  Of course being a female I must start off speaking of the romance in the week.  At first, I looked at T every minute of the day [since when does looking at someone count as romance], who has the body better than Marky Mark [*shaking head* it was 1993!].  But that changed because a fellow inhabitor of White Pine was getting involved with him [maybe she actually talked to him].  I didn’t want to interfere [oh gosh, i’m so glad i’m doing this].  Earlier GR had said hey to me a couple times and then decided to ignore me totally on Wednesday.  Thursday came along and he decided to humble himself and say hi to me.  Friday our last day came beginning with breakfast where G sat with me by his own choice.  The camp packed up and moved on to lunch where G stood with me in line after I asked him to, to repay him for letting him in front of me at breakfast.  At no obliation, he sat beside me again with S and C, the couple of the camp.  We didn’t speak much until everyone left besides us four when we signed the banner and walked up to the gym together.  We walked back down to the cafeteria leaving G there to help and saved him a seat on the bus with me.  G got on the bus right before we had to walk right back up to the gym to take the camp picture.  He stood besdie me with his arm around me [omg, we touched] while the camera clicked twice [i am such a dork, why would i write that??].  Everyone headed for the bus to travel and hour and a half back home.  G and I talked the whole way.  On Thursday night, B was given a vision that he was going to become a minister when he gets older.  That’s the best thing about him.  He told me he has a job, but not a car [G or B??. I think G] He hasn’t had a date since September because he hasn’t felt the need for it.  he said he became closer to God in that time and if you’re not close to God, you shouldn’t be close to anyone else.  So you can put your attention to Him.  I was like, “So you don’t want to date me?” I’ve tried to not get so goo-goo eyed about him and get my hopes up even though S and J said they thought he liked me.  Well that’s the romance [stop, I can’t handle anymore].  I became closer to God even though last year was more emotional.  The food was good and I only got 5 hours of sleep every night.  That’s why when I went to sleep last night at 11:00 I woke up at 12:30 the next day [i miss those days].  I have to say I enjoyed camp even though I didn’t get on the Catameran this year once [random, but S and I rocked the Catamaren the year before].

What you should know now:

G and I ended up “dating”..whatever that meant apparently.  Up until now, looking back it was a bonafied relationship that lasted at least a month or so.  I remember him making me mixed cassettes along with notebooks with writings that went along with it (I think).  I broke up with him to go out with an older guy from my high school (I went to church in Charlotte and he was from there).  I actually ran into G about 2 months ago at my Y.  I stopped him to say hi and I introduced him the family and he said he lives in my town now.  That was weird. 

Mom and Dad are moving so I’m getting all my old stuff that was left at their house including all my old diaries.  Since I don’t have time to actually sit and read all of them, I thought it might be neat to post one of the entries from the current day and month but from a different year from one of my diaries.  I’m very sure these will be embarrassing.